So I really don't understand why making friends is so hard. Is it because they have no more room in their life for someone new? Or is there something wrong with me? If there is something wrong with me..then why can't they email me or something and tell me what they don't like about me. Tell me why they don't want to be my friend.
Ever since I was little, I always had trouble making friends. Or rather keeping friends. Or I guess finding true friends. What I am really trying to say is, in elementary school, I only ever really hung out with 2 kids from school outside of school. Here at my house. From Middle School on to High School, I had friends, but we never did anything outside of school. Why? I really don't know, other than I guess we weren't true friends or they didn't want to be seen with me. Again why? I guess I wasn't popular enough. And then from when I was little to now, I had friends, and they told me to keep in touch and then all of a sudden changed and no longer wanted anything to do with me. I've lost so many friends. Then I asked people to be my friends through facebook and try to follow them. And for awhile, they approve me and let me follow them, but then delete me off, block me and no longer let me follow them. Why?
So why is making and keeping friends so hard? I wish I knew the answer or someone else would. I don't understand why making good godly friends is hard too. People say they are Christians and seem like a good godly friend and so you would think they would be a good person to be friends with, but no. They seem meaner than a non-Christian. Why do certain Christians act that way? Why can't we all be friends?
Gotta run..work time.
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