Past Few Days

So things here have been going pretty good.  Since I last wrote, I have worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday.  And the three days I worked, I trained alittle bit as Supervisor.  I did the reports. Counted the drawers. Typed the totals into the register and onto the back computer.  Yeah I had the supervisor tell me what to do in the back, but I did it all by myself up front. I mean I did the things in the back myself, but the supervisor told me what to go into. I am really getting the hang of this.  It's really not that hard right now, which is good considering Friday I got to close by myself.  So I think being supervisor will be easy and I will like it.  Also what seems to help is that I usually get the hang of things and learn new things fast.  Which is good.  But in some places and times, that's how you got to be.  Some jobs don't have the time or even want to train you more than say..once.  I had an old job, where they maybe trained me like once or twice and then yep..I was completely on my own.  But anyway..work has been going good and like I said..I am training and getting really good at closing.  Even the other supervisors agree and say how good I am and how fast I am learning. They say I will be fine and to tell you the truth, I agree with them.  Plus if I would have any problems, the store manager and other supervisors are only a phone call away.  I also took the deposit over last night, so I know how to do that. :)

Well...other than working and training, not too much has been going on.  I had Jasper out a few times everyday.  He really loves to be out and walk around.  But I must put him on his leash.  He doesn't mind it. He's good with it on.  Also I have been reading my Bible.  I am now reading the book of Luke.  I also read my Bible Verses in my email.  Also read some of my book.."Kitty and the Midnight Hour".  It's pretty good. Also updated my poem blog page. Watched some TV.(mostly Supernatural). Not much else.

Today wasn't any different.  It was all rainy and dreary.  And of course I was off.  It always seems to rain when I am off.  Why is that?  haha.. I had Jasper out for a little.  We walked around for awhile.  I also sat out and read some of my book.  Kitty and the Midnight Hour.  It was good.  I also read my Bible and Bible Verses.  Checked out facebook and some more sites.  I also updated my poem blog site.  I also watched a a whole bunch of Supernatural shows.  I love that show. So good, plus the guys are so hot on there. :)  Really not much else has happened today. 

I'm done

Ok..I know I just posted a post today and I really don't know if anyone even reads my blogs.  But I wanted to post some other things on my mind, but I didn't want to put it in the other blog.  Because it didn't really fit into the other title.  Plus I didn't want to make that one really long. 

But yea, like the title says. I'm done.  Maybe I should explain what I mean by this.  First of all, I don't really understand why making friends is so hard.  I mean what is it about me that people don't like? I am very nice and friendly and I also am there for people.  And if you are my friend I try to do whatever I can for you.  Comment your pictures, blogs, status, post on your wall and more.  Also I ask people to be my friends on facebook, and they add me. I comment them all the time and all their stuff.  But then down the road they delete me off their list and block me.  No explanation.  Why? Why delete me off? Tell me what I did wrong or why you don't want to be my friend. Don't just get rid of me.   I also follow people on twitter, but then they delete me off from following them.  I don't understand how. I follow them again and again they delete me from following. And again why? And most of these people that I am talking about and try to be friends with are good people.  I mean they're Christians and follow God and Jesus.  So they seem like the best people to be friends with.  They seem like good role models and can be helpful if I have questions about faith and God and Jesus. So I mean they must be good people right? So yeah, I try to be friends with these people.  I really want to make new Christian friends and thought these people were the ones to try to be friends with.  But I guess I was wrong.  Since they delete me, block me and won't let me follow them.  So if these people really are Christians and believe in God and Jesus and follow them and try to live their lives like God and Jesus do and godly ways, then WHY act like they do and not be friends with me.  To me, that is not a Christian at all.  Like I said..all I want to do is make some Christian friends.  That's the only reason why I am trying to be friends with these people. But now as my title says...I'm DONE!!  I am so done with trying to be nice to people who don't want to be nice back to me.  I am done trying to be friends with people who don't want to be my friend anymore or at all.  I am done trying to add them to be a friend or follow them.  I am done reading their blogs or posts.  I can find help with other people who want to be my friend and help me out.  And who will actually take the time to help me, answer me. So if you want to be my friend go ahead.  I won't stop you.  I won't stop you from asking me questions, commenting me, asking to be my friend, following me on any website.  You are all welcome to be my friends.  I won't stop anyone.  I'm not going to be an ignorant bitch (sorry for langauge) like some girls who claim they are Christians, but act like they aren't by what I wrote above.  So yep..I'M DONE!!  And I am going to delete all ties to them.  Like bookmarks to their page, and unliking their pages and more. Yep..again I AM DONE with them.

Training and Close by myself? What?

I last wrote on Thursday.  :)  After I wrote on here, I watched some Supernatural and had a snack. I really love watching Supernatural.  I watched the very first epidsode when it first premiered and well, for some reason it bothered me.  So I never watched it again.  But lately, I've gotten back into it and started watching it all the time and I really like it.  It's really not so scary.  I am so glad I watch it. Plus the two main characters are so cute.  I started to watch it because of Sam Winchester played by Jared Padelecki.  But now Dean Winchester is growing on me and I am starting to like him alot.  He is so cute and funny.  Dean is played by Jensen Ackles.  But yeah, I am now a big fan of Supernatural and I like it alot.  :)  

So that was Thursday.  Let's move onto Friday. Friday was pretty good.  I didn't do a whole lot.  I read some of my Bible, Bible Verses online and Daily Devotional.  I also read some of my book.  I am reading "Kitty and the Midnight Hour" by Carrie Vaughn.  It's pretty good so far.  I'm really not that far into it.  But what I've read of it, it's good.  I also had Jasper out a few times.  Read some blogs.  Watched some Supernatural before work.  Then I went to work and worked 5-9.  It really wasn't bad, kind of slow.  I also did all the counting of the drawers and printed all the reports all by myself.  I also trained and typed our totals into the registers by myself.  Plus did the reports on the back computer.  I mean the one girl helped me in the back and told me where to go on the computer, but I did it by myself.  It really isn't hard.  So I don't think I will have a problem being a supervisor that way.  Just dealing with grumping/rude customers I might have to really work on.  But I'm sure I will be fine in that area and then the store manager and other supervisors are always a phone call away.  So there should be no problem there.  I also got my schedule for the next two weeks and looked at it.  And I was like what?! One day in each of the two weeks I close by myself.  By myself!!  I told my mom and she was like are you ready for that?  And I was like I guess.  I mean what else could I say.  No?  I mean it's really not that hard, and I don't want to tell the manager that I'm not ready for that, because it will make me feel stupid and like I can't learn quick.  When also in reality I can do it.  I mean I know how to count the drawers and how to do the reports.  So yeah, I guess I am ready and I can handle that.  :)  It also makes me feel good to know that the manager thinks I am good and able to do this already on my own.  :)  Then came home after work and watched some Supernatural.  :)  That is about all for today.  

To Do List and more

So sometimes I wonder why I make a to do list.  Because sometimes not everything gets done on it.  Why, you may ask?  It's not like I am that busy and run out of time.  It's because some days I just get so lazy and don't feel like doing anything, but check out websites like facebook, email, twitter, blogspot and maybe some more.  Or I end up writing a story or in my journal.  Or just sit around and read, and watch TV.  But anyway..I had off the last three days.(Tues-Thurs.)  So I decided on Monday that I was making a to do list.  And I started doing it on Tuesday and now today is Thursday and got all but like one or two things done.  Which to me is pretty good.  I got the most important things done.  Like the dusting and vacuuming.  That really needed done and it got done.  So I am so happy.  I'm happy that I kept going with the list and got it all done.  

You know it was nice to have three days off in a row.  No worrying about messing up reports or counting money.  No rude customers.  I was able to stay home and read.  Also like I wrote above, I got some house work done.  Got for some walks, had Jasper out, watch some TV.  And much more.  But as I was saying, even though I had three days off and it was nice, I am ready to get back to work.  Work with my co-workers, be able to help customers out, and also learn some more and do some more training to become supervisor. 

Today was so beautiful out.  I loved it.  It was like 54*(degrees).  I had Jasper out a few times.  We walked around our yard and sat.  I also went for a walk with my dad and Belle to the bridge.  Fun.  I also read my Bible, Bible Verses online, Daily Devotional and some of the book I am reading.  Updated my Poetry blogspot site. Check out my Poems. here.  I vacuumed my room.  Not much else really has happened today.  Right now I am watching The Vampire Diaries.  I love this show.  :)  Then after that some Supernatural.  

I also was reading this one girl's blogspot site.  She is a Christian and a really good writer and is helpful to me about what she posts.  I know I have written about this before, but it's true.  She writes some good stuff and helpful stuff.  Even though she is younger than me, she is the type of person I would love to be.  She is so in tuned with God and is the best person and Christian she can be.  She is ok with who she is and her life.  I want that.  I am a Christian.  But I want to grow in my faith and religion.  I want to have a better and great relationship with God and His Son, Jesus.  I want to be the best Christian that I can be.  I want to be a better person.  I know I am not perfect, and will never be.  But I want to be the best person I can be and the person God wants me to be.  Also sometimes I feel like people are staring at me and judging me.  I seem to have low self-esteem.  And I always seem to try and change for people.  But like she's been writing..if God is happy with me and loves me just the way I am..well then maybe I should agree with Him.  Be happy with who I am and be happy with just being myself.  Don't try to change who I am and how I act for anyone.  Because if God loves me for who I am, well then I should be too.  And if they are true friends, they would like me for who I am and like me just the way I am. And if they don't..well then they aren't true friends and I don't need them.  Life is too short to worry about who likes you and who doesn't.  All that matters is that God loves me the way I am and my family and close friends.  Also myself..if I like myself the way I am..that's great.  This is something I do need to work on though.  I need to work on loving myself and be happy with who I am.  I also need to work on being a better person and being nicer to everyone.  I need to work on becoming a good Christian and make God proud of me and who I am.  Also enough on that.  

Also on her site, she has that she is a princess.  It sounds so good. You might be thinking what? A Princess..no way.  But it's true and  you know what though, I can be a princess too.  All I really got to do is believe and ask. Then I can be a princess too.  A princess to God and Jesus.  So God, I believe in You and Jesus.  I believe that You sent Jesus here for us.  He died for our sins and rose again, because He loves us and wants us to be in His family. And also get to know You.  I ask Jesus again to come into my heart and live there.  Help me to live the best life I can and become the best Christian I can be.  Take the wheel and steer my life.  And forgive me of all my sins.  Help me to change and make me one of your Princesses.  In Jesus's name I pray~AMEN~

Ok..there was more on there..but my blog is getting way too long and I don't even know who will read this and if anyone does and is still reading it...thanks and I don't want to bore you anymore.  :)  So I will end here for now and go get a snack and watch some Supernatural.  Goodnight everyone!!   

Work

Monday I went to work and got my supervisor keys and did some more training.  I started to learn some things the other week.  But Monday I got to do alot more.  It's really not that hard.  There is alot to learn, but it really isn't too hard.  I counted the drawers, did the reports and did some stuff in the back on the computer for closing.  It went good.  The other supervisor even said so.  :)

I had off Tues and now today(Wed.).  I am off tomorrow too.  :)  I made a to do list since I have 3 days off in a row.  Well, we're up to my last day off.  But I am really proud of myself.  Between yesterday and today I got most of my list done.  :)  Tues-I had Jasper out, read my Bible, Bible Verses online, and Daily Devotional.  I also dusted my 3 dressers, TV, bookshelf and everything on the bookshelf.  I also dusted my walls and picture frames.  I uploaded my poetry blog site. Watched some tv.  Also went for a walk with my dad and Belle.  Not much else.  Today(Wed.)-I finished dusting my room.  I dusted the desk, the stand and some more in my room.  I had Jasper out.  Went for two walks and now I am so tired and my feet hurt. lol..guess I need to start doing that more and get in shape. haha  One with my brother and then one with my dad and Belle.  Also read my Bible, Bible Verses online and Daily Devotional.  Added some more poems to my blogsite.  Not really a whole lot else is going on.    

Now tomorrow I am off.  Not sure what I will do since my cleaning is done.  Well, really the only main thing that needs to be done yet is vacuuming.  So I guess I will be doing that tomorrow.  Then rest the rest of the day.  So I am well rested for work on Friday-Sunday.  :)  But I am so proud of myself for doing all the dusting and cleaning and not being lazy since I was off from work.

Well, time to get off and go watch some Supernatural.  :)  I love that show.  

The Weekend

So Friday came and went.  I didn't realize it until after I got to work that it was my last day to work with Brandie.  She is the supervisor who is leaving.  I didn't cry.  I am so proud of myself.  I will miss seeing her and working with her.  I know we can keep in touch through texting and facebook.  Also I will eventually get her address and maybe we can write letters.  But we will see.  But yeah, I will miss her.  So I guess from the little bit the last 2 weeks and from now on, I will be training to be a supervisor and then eventually become supervisor.   

So I had off Saturday and Sunday from work.  You think I would of been productive and got things done.  But no.  I was pretty lazy.  But I guess that's ok and deserve a few days to rest. 

Let's see..Saturday-I had Jasper out a few times.  We walked around and sat out front.  Also read alot.  I read my Bible, Bible Verses(email), and Daily Devotional.  I also read alot of my book and I finished it.  It was called "The Ghost and the Femme Fatale".  It was really good.  I enjoyed it.  Later that night I watched "The Hangover:Part 2" and then "The Roommate".  Both were good.  Not a whole lot else happened that day.  Least I can't remember.  LOL.

Sunday-Let's see..not much happened today.  I did basically what I did yesterday.  I had Jasper out, read my Bible, Bible Verses(email), and Daily Devotional.  Wrote some of a story I am writing.  I also started reading a new book.  It's called "Kitty and the Midnight Hour". I think.  I don't have the book with me. But it's good so far.  Also worked on my other blogspot.com site.  Added a few poems I wrote on there. Also uploaded some pictures to my FLICKR page.  Then later we got the box from Pizza Hut.  I ate pizza, breadsticks, and cinnasticks.  Yum.  They were so good.  Then watched a few epidsodes of "Supernatural".  They were good.  And that was about all. 

Memory Lane Part 2

Well, since I ended up having to go to work the other day and ran out of time and didn't get back on to write more on the Memory Lane blog..I figured I'd write it now.  I really wanted to get back on sooner, just ran of out time. Haha.. Anyway..as I had written I was re-reading old journals and looking at my old school years memory book.  While looking at the memory book, from maybe 5th grade on to my senior year, I had pictures either taped or glued in it.  I kind of find it funny looking at them and seeing me in them.  To tell you the truth..I really didn't seem to change how I looked.  I looked the same.  The only thing that really seemed to change was my hair.  Some years it was dark and then some it was light.  It was long and short.  Some I had bangs and others I didn't.  And to tell you the truth from my senior year to now I dont't think I really changed much either.  Except maybe gained some weight and my hair color and style. It's just weird.  LOL...

Also in my old journals it seemed like we went to the movies so much and now we hardly go at all.  The times have really changed.  Well..enough going down the lane of memories.
 

Memory Lane

So I decided to take a trip down memory.  Since I was already reading my old journal today I figured why not, go alittle further down the lane.  I found my old "Those Wonderful School Years"  Memory book.  I wish I took better care of it and didn't mess up the class pictures I had, but I was a stupid child back then. haha..But anyway..it's neat to look through it and see how old I was in what grade and how much I weighed and how tall I was.  Also my teacher's name, my new friends(up until 7th grade and then it turns into special friends and it goes through to my 12th grade(senior year).  Then has favorite activities, pets, awards, field trips, and more.  It also has from kindergarten-5th grade it has what I want to be when I grew up.  And looking at it, my answer was always the same.  I wanted to be a teacher.  Boy, did that change.  By 6th grade I had the same..teacher's name, new friends, favorite activities, pets, awards, field trips, promotion date and clubs.  Each year after that changed a little.  They added sports, summer job, extracurricular activities, more than one teacher space, but from 7th-9th it was really the same.  10th-12th were the same except maybe 11th and 12th it asked for prom date.  Which I never went to a prom.  I wasn't popular and so no one asked me.  And I was too shy to ask anyone.  Yeah, I could of went solo, but most of my friends had dates, so it would of been awkward to be the only one to stand alone. So yeah, I never went to prom.   It also asked after graduation I hope to:.  While in my sophomore year I had written get a job or go to college.  Junior and senior year I had not written anything.  It's funny, how my friends changed over the years and them some were friends since kindergarten and some we still talk to this day.  And as for some of the things I written as wanting to be a teacher..well I love working with kids, but not sure if I'd ever be a teacher.  Because of the fact, that I never went to college and not sure if it's really what I want to do anymore.  Things change and I changed.  In high school, my junior and senior year, I think it was my junior and senior year, I was in Child Care classes and once in a while we worked with the headstart kids.  Three and four years old.  It was nice to work with them and I really liked working with them.  So I thought, yeah this is what I want to do.  Work with kids in either a headstart or a daycare.  But again, it never happened.  And while we are going down memory lane, when I was first looking for a job, because by that time, I decided I wasn't going to college.  One, I really didn't know what I truly wanted to major in, and 2.  We don't have the money for college.  Yeah, we could of got loans, but I don't know.  So I went right to work.  Well, in the classified section, there was a job for a day care and I never applied to it.  Why?  you may ask.  Well I will tell you.  Again..I was a stupid child. I got it into my head, that..well I just graduated High School and they might not hire me.  They might not hire me since I just graduated high school and didn't have any work experience and didn't think they'd want to hire a kid who just came out of high school.  While, yeah I had 2 years experience with kids in the high school head start program, I was unsure.  So I never applied to the day care.  And to this day, which I shouldn't.  I often find myself thinking the famous question.  What if?  What if I would of applied there.  Would I of gotten the job and be working there? Would I be still there?  Would I be full time and get benefits?  Would I have gotten a car and my license by now?  Well as everyone says..you can't think What if.  You just got to let the past in the past and move on and live in the present.  To tell you the truth, maybe I felt unsure of the whole daycare job, because it wasn't in the will and plan that God has for my life.  I got to believe and trust that I am where I am today, because this is where God wants me to be and work.  So yeah...I just got to live for today. No more regrets.  Be happy where I am at.  Things actually seem pretty good where I am at today and life is pretty good.  I mean I do want to change myself alittle and move away from the past and live my life for today, not the past.  Move forward.  Also change my heart and attitude.  Try to be a better Christian and person.  :) But as I was typing this, it got into my head.  Maybe I shouldn't be going down memory lane.  But then maybe it is a good idea.  So I can see how I was back then and acted.  This way, like I said.  I can learn from my mistakes and move forward.  Change how I am and be a nicer person and like I said change my heart and attitude towards people and things.  I know I can't do this on my own, so God, please help me to change and become a better person.  Help me to please You and be the best person and Christian I can be.  Live my life for You.  Let You be in control and trust You, that I am here where I am today, because it's in Your will and plan for my life.  Help change me.  In Jesus's name~Amen!~

As much as I would like to keep going, I must quit and get ready for work.  

Catching up and Today

Yesterday was Valentine's Day as I posted yesterday. LOL.  Anyway..I thought for sure that we would of been busy with all the last minute people buying cards and gifts.  But guess what! We weren't.  It was really slow and well..kind of boring.  There were three of us on and we really didn't need the three of us.  But it was nice and we had fun..lots of good laughs.  Also I organized our little paper bags.  We had like 7 or 8 designs.  So instead of having a big pile of the same design in a row, I sat them all out on the counter and went down the row of the bags and put each design in a row.  I did it until we were down to one design. Yeah, it was kind of boring and time consuming, but hey, it was something to do on a boring day.  And least our bags are now mixed up.  :)  Then came home and had a snack.  Then watched Unforgettable.  That show is good. Also wrote some notes down into a tablet instead of on so many card backers.  That was about all. 

The notes are about how to do the reports and balancing at work, for being the supervisor.  Plus notes on other things I will need to know how to do once I become supervisor.  I'm not sure exactly when I will become an actual supervisor.  It depends on when the one lady leaves. Even though the one lady is still there, I have been learning how to do some things and the one supervisor even let me do some of the reports that she is to do.  This way I get some training/practice in so it won't be so hard later to do.  But it really isn't that hard to do.  Everything seems pretty easy to do.  We will see.  But I am actually excited to become a supervisor. I am still alittle nervous, but I know I will be fine and do good.  Also I just got to trust in God.  He will help me out with anything and everything as long as I just ask Him.  Have faith that everything will work out for good and this is only happening and I was asked to be supervisor because it's in God's will and plan for my life.  So I give thanks to Him and will trust in Him to help me out.  :)  

Today I was off after working 5 days in a row.  And it was actually nice, not to have to rush and try to get a lot done before work.  I had Jasper out for awhile, read my Bible, Bible Verses, and Daily Devotional.  Also some of my book I am reading.  I am reading "The Ghost and the Femme Fatale."  It's really good.  I also went for a walk with my dad and Belle.  Also read some more of my friend's old blogs.  They are really good and make me stop and think about who I am and how I am acting.  And to tell you the truth I like myself most days, but there are others days where I really don't like myself.  And I really want to change.  I want to be a better person.  Other than that, I really didn't do awhole lot.  

You know, I know I am not the best person and and far from perfect.  But if I say I will do something or be somewhere..I usually fall through with it and not break my promises.  I wish I could say the say for other people, but I can't.  Sometimes they say we will do something or go some where, but then something usually always comes up and then guess what...promises get broken.  Then people get hurt.  

Well..not much else.  I think I will get off the computer and watch some Supernatural.
 

Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day and while I am not a big fan of it, I did get some gifts.  No, not from a boyfriend.  I am single.  While that sucks, it's ok.  I mean somedays I would love to have a boyfriend, other days I am really glad I am single.  But anyway..back to the gifts.  From Jasper(my cat), I got a small box of Reese's Pieces.  Yum!  And from my parents I got a pack of four pens.  The color of the barrel is the color ink inside of them.  The colors are green, pink, blue and purple.  :)  Also I bought it myself, but I got a card from Jasper.  So cute and totally fits Jasper.  :)  It says from the cat and the saying inside, like I said fits Jasper.  

I'm not really sure why I don't like Valentine's Day.  But I don't.  I mean I don't totally hate it, since I got some gifts, but it's definately not in my top favorite holidays.  I know it doesn't really matter if you are single or taken, but a holiday to let your love ones know how much you care for them and love them.  But sometimes it's hard to see all the people who are in love celebrating this holiday and getting lots of gifts.  Also I don't really understand the big deal with it.  I mean, why spend all this money on gifts and cards just for this one day.  Why show someone how much you care and love them only for one day out of the year.  You should really show it to them all year round.  Everyday.  I mean don't buy gifts and cards everyday, but do something extra special or nice for the person everyday.  Make them a card everyday, make them breakfast or lunch or even supper.  Make a snack.  Or just do something nice to help them out.  Maybe that's the reason too.  Because people only do these things for one day out of the year.  Who knows?  But either way, I want to change how I feel about Valentine's Day and be happy on this day.  Be glad I am here to spend the day with my family and friends.  Be glad I am able to tell them how much I love them and care for them.  Not to care whether I get gifts or not.  Even not care if I am single or not.  Just be happy and glad that God made me alive this day to..like I said..to let everyone I love and care about know it.  :)  Because some people aren't lucky enough to have someone tell them how much they are cared for and loved.  So yeah..I want to change and be happy and like this day!  

Well must get some things done before work.

Supervisor

Wow..I went to work yesterday(Feb.8,2012) thinking how busy we were going to be with Valentine's Day coming up.  I work at Hallmark Gold Crown and so this is one of our busiest holidays.  But anyway..yeah, I went to work and was wondering..how busy are we going to be.  And if we aren't what will I do to keep busy.  Dust, count envelope, or just be bored.  So I get to work and the manager gives me her pictures from Hawaii to look at.  Then she asked me if I would want to be a supervisor.  Well, see our one supervisors met a guy and she is really in love with him.  So since he lives far away in another city, she is moving down there with him.  I will miss working with her alot.  She was a really nice co-worker.  Funny and cool.  And that is why I was asked to be a supervisor, since she is leaving.  Plus I have been with Hallmark almost five years.  So I said sure, I'd give it a try.  I mean, how hard can it be?  I already know how to do some of the stuff.  I just need to train how to get into print the reports, and know how to do some new things.  But I find it exciting that the manager asked me and I am excited to actually try to be somewhat important and try new things.  So yeah, I am excited to be supervisor.  Now I won't probably start training or be supervisor until the end of Feb and beginning of March.  But I can still watch the current supervisors and learn how to do things.  So I am ready.  Like I said I am excited, but also a little nervous.  But I am sure I will do great. You never know how you will do a job or like it if you don't try.  Right?  

Let's see..not much happened today.  I was pretty lazy, but then I got my time of the month. And well that just makes me tired, achy and lazy.  haha...  But I had my cat Jasper out for awhile, read my Bible(started Matthew in the New Testament), watched some Supernatural, went for a walk with my dad and our dog, Belle, read some of the book I am reading, and now online and uploading some pictures and typing this post.  Not much else really.  Later in about 40 minutes I will be watching "The Vampire Diaries" and then "The Secret Circle".  These two are my top two favorite tv shows.  :)  

Well have a good night.

<3, M

First Post.

Well, for some reason, when I logged into this name, it wasn't my other blog name.  What I mean is I had a blogger.com site and name and had 3 posts started on it, and thought this was the email address, but apparently it wasn't and this is another one.  So I will just use this one from now on, unless I remember the other one.  HAHA..  Not sure how often I will be updating this blog, but I will try to update it everyday.  Although, depending on who reads my posts, you might just be a little bored with it.  :)  I'm not the most exciting person.

Anyway..today isn't going to bad.  This morning was alittle rough. Had a few little arguments, but it's all good now.  Also it's snowing outside.  So beautiful.  It's sticking, but not much.  Just a dusting to an inch really.  I really wish it would snow more than an inch.  Oh, well.  I didn't do too much.  I had my cat, Jasper outside.  He loves to go outside, but he must be in his harness and on a leash.  He does really good with it.  I think it's because I trained him since he was a kitten to walk on the leash.  Sometimes he pulls, but for the most part is good.  Then I read my Bible.  I read and finished Malachi, and that ended reading the Old Testament.  So tomorrow I will be starting to read the New Testament.  I love reading my Bible.  I also read my Bible Verses in my email and my Daily Devotional.  That was about it for now.  

Even though it's February, some of my goals for this year are:  I want to become a better person and Christian.  I want to grow in my faith and as a person.  Grow in my relationship with God and Jesus.  I want to be happy for others and not..well jealous of them if they get something I always wanted or have opportunties to do something that I would love to do.  I just want to be a better person, over all and be there for everyone and be a friend.  Treat them how I want to be treated and how they do treat me.  I also want to try and find a second part time job or one full time job.  And I always try to make new friends and sometimes I think I go about it the wrong way, so I guess I just want to move on and just be friends with the people I am friends with and be friends with the people who want to be my friends.  The ones who don't want to be my friend anymore or at all...well I want to try and let them go.  Not keep bugging them and trying to be friends.  There is a reason why they aren't my friend or even into being my friend.  I don't know what that reason is, but I just got to trust God and believe He has a very good reason why I'm not friends with someone.  Also I would love to get more reading in.  I love to read and have so many books I haven't read, so I'd like to try and read as many as I can this year.  Also I love writing and I have an idea for a story I want to write, so I want to try and get that written this year as well.  Also try to write more poems and get out what I feel and keep inside of me.  Can't keep them inside anymore.  Well, these are just some of my goals I want to accoplish this year.


Well, as much as I'd like to keep writing, this post is getting really long and don't really want to make it longer,  plus I soon got to get ready for work.  So hope whoever reads this has a great rest of their day!!
<3,M