To Do List and more

So sometimes I wonder why I make a to do list.  Because sometimes not everything gets done on it.  Why, you may ask?  It's not like I am that busy and run out of time.  It's because some days I just get so lazy and don't feel like doing anything, but check out websites like facebook, email, twitter, blogspot and maybe some more.  Or I end up writing a story or in my journal.  Or just sit around and read, and watch TV.  But anyway..I had off the last three days.(Tues-Thurs.)  So I decided on Monday that I was making a to do list.  And I started doing it on Tuesday and now today is Thursday and got all but like one or two things done.  Which to me is pretty good.  I got the most important things done.  Like the dusting and vacuuming.  That really needed done and it got done.  So I am so happy.  I'm happy that I kept going with the list and got it all done.  

You know it was nice to have three days off in a row.  No worrying about messing up reports or counting money.  No rude customers.  I was able to stay home and read.  Also like I wrote above, I got some house work done.  Got for some walks, had Jasper out, watch some TV.  And much more.  But as I was saying, even though I had three days off and it was nice, I am ready to get back to work.  Work with my co-workers, be able to help customers out, and also learn some more and do some more training to become supervisor. 

Today was so beautiful out.  I loved it.  It was like 54*(degrees).  I had Jasper out a few times.  We walked around our yard and sat.  I also went for a walk with my dad and Belle to the bridge.  Fun.  I also read my Bible, Bible Verses online, Daily Devotional and some of the book I am reading.  Updated my Poetry blogspot site. Check out my Poems. here.  I vacuumed my room.  Not much else really has happened today.  Right now I am watching The Vampire Diaries.  I love this show.  :)  Then after that some Supernatural.  

I also was reading this one girl's blogspot site.  She is a Christian and a really good writer and is helpful to me about what she posts.  I know I have written about this before, but it's true.  She writes some good stuff and helpful stuff.  Even though she is younger than me, she is the type of person I would love to be.  She is so in tuned with God and is the best person and Christian she can be.  She is ok with who she is and her life.  I want that.  I am a Christian.  But I want to grow in my faith and religion.  I want to have a better and great relationship with God and His Son, Jesus.  I want to be the best Christian that I can be.  I want to be a better person.  I know I am not perfect, and will never be.  But I want to be the best person I can be and the person God wants me to be.  Also sometimes I feel like people are staring at me and judging me.  I seem to have low self-esteem.  And I always seem to try and change for people.  But like she's been writing..if God is happy with me and loves me just the way I am..well then maybe I should agree with Him.  Be happy with who I am and be happy with just being myself.  Don't try to change who I am and how I act for anyone.  Because if God loves me for who I am, well then I should be too.  And if they are true friends, they would like me for who I am and like me just the way I am. And if they don't..well then they aren't true friends and I don't need them.  Life is too short to worry about who likes you and who doesn't.  All that matters is that God loves me the way I am and my family and close friends.  Also myself..if I like myself the way I am..that's great.  This is something I do need to work on though.  I need to work on loving myself and be happy with who I am.  I also need to work on being a better person and being nicer to everyone.  I need to work on becoming a good Christian and make God proud of me and who I am.  Also enough on that.  

Also on her site, she has that she is a princess.  It sounds so good. You might be thinking what? A Princess..no way.  But it's true and  you know what though, I can be a princess too.  All I really got to do is believe and ask. Then I can be a princess too.  A princess to God and Jesus.  So God, I believe in You and Jesus.  I believe that You sent Jesus here for us.  He died for our sins and rose again, because He loves us and wants us to be in His family. And also get to know You.  I ask Jesus again to come into my heart and live there.  Help me to live the best life I can and become the best Christian I can be.  Take the wheel and steer my life.  And forgive me of all my sins.  Help me to change and make me one of your Princesses.  In Jesus's name I pray~AMEN~

Ok..there was more on there..but my blog is getting way too long and I don't even know who will read this and if anyone does and is still reading it...thanks and I don't want to bore you anymore.  :)  So I will end here for now and go get a snack and watch some Supernatural.  Goodnight everyone!!