Wow..I can't believe it's been almost 3 months since I last updated. There has been so many times I wanted to update, but never did. But also nothing really exciting has happened. A few things were fun. But before I go into them, on a sadder note.. :*( My cat, Jasper had passed away on July 29th(2012). He was 10 years old. But that was the hardest and longest day of my life. I cried so hard and couldn't stop. I mean I did for a few minutes/hours and then the tears came back. Even today I still cry occasionally about the loss of Jasper. I still can't believe he's gone. He seemed in pain on Friday, July 27th and then ok. But Saturday was the worst. And then by Sunday morning, he passed away. I was so glad he didn't have to suffer too long and I didn't have to work that day. I don't know what happened..what went wrong. In a way, I wish I did, but then again..maybe I don't. Because if it was something that could of been fixed, then I would regret everything. But yeah, Jasper passed away. But on a happier note, I did get a new kitten a month later. Sometimes I think it's too soon, but then also I am so glad I did adopt him. He makes me laugh and also feel almost whole again. I mean he will never fully replace Jasper or the hole in my heart 100%. But I am so glad I had adopted him. :) I named him Eli after Eli Manning. Eli's my favorite football player. :) He is an orange cream kitten. Maybe eventually I will get a picture of him up here. :)
Let's see..I have been reading, writing, watching TV, playing with Eli, working, and some more. I was to the movies twice in July. I saw Step Up Revolution and The Watch. Both were good. One day my parents and I went to the marina. Looked at the flowers in the Butterfly Garden. So pretty. Then another time, me and my parents went for a picnic to the halfway dam. Yum! Then we walked around. Also another time me, my parents and brother and his girlfriend went to Knoebels for my brother's company's picnic. Got a free meal out of it. :) Then we rode some rides, and played games.
This summer has been pretty lazy and boring compared to other summers. And I feel as if I lost my best friend. She seemed to change at the end of last year and really changed this year. She says she misses me and wants to hang out with me, but she doesn't seem to do anything about it. She doesn't come over, or ask me my schedule and days off. Shouldn't she make more of an effort to hang out if she misses me or wants to hang out. I shouldn't have to keep texting my schedule all the time. Oh, well. It seems like I always have trouble making and keeping friends. What is wrong with me? I don't understand. Oh, well. I have been re-reading some of my old journals, and other than working at a new place, it seems like my life is pretty much the same. Oh, and back then, we went more places than we do now. Sometimes I really miss the old days and being a kid or just my younger self.
Well I could go on, but I am tired and want to get my pajamas on. I worked 5-9. And it was pretty busy. Taking shelves down. Getting ready for Christmas. Oh, no! LoL. Then filled bags, boxes and ornaments. Plus not to mention, waiting on customers. It was a busy night..so now I just want to like I said, get my pajamas on and crawl into bed and watch some Hollywood Heights. So I will end here and try to update this more tomorrow and more often. Have a great night!!
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