Resolutions, Goals...and more.

Well, I guess I should of did this at the beginning of the year, but I didn't really get on much at the beginning of the year.  As usual I made some.."resolutions".  Why?  I really don't know.  Because like every year, they usually get broken. This year I kind of made some resolutions/goals that are in reason and I should be able to keep them.  These resolutions/goals include..read my Bible every day, read more books this year and stay off facebook more-so I can get more books read.  So far I have only read my Bible every day.  I mean I have been reading my book everyday, but not as much as I would like and I still seem like I am on facebook alot. And maybe it's because I am afraid of missing posts by my friends and afraid they will think I am mad at them or don't care. But that's not true. I care for all my friends. I just want to get some other things done.  Also another goal/resolution I said I would love to work on is writing.  I love writing.  Letters, poems, short stories, longer stories, and in my journal, and weather journal.  Also I want to just write random things to get better at writing and telling a story.  I started an..I guess you could call it..essay.  I'm not in school and have no real reason to write it, but I am writing an essay and it's titled "Who am I?"  It's to, like I said get better at writing and tell a story.  Maybe if I get it done soon and like how it sounds I will add it on here.  And you can let me know what you think of it.  If there are many people who read this blog.  Then from Who am I?  I want to write about maybe "Who do people say I am?" Then from there maybe I'd write about random things I like or just skip that and start writing another story and some poems.  I wrote a story called "Ghost Train" and I would love to see it published.  But have no idea how or where to start. Oh, well..maybe one day. But if anyone would like to read it, message me your email address.  I will send you the story, but please don't steal it as your own.  :)  Usually I make the resolution of losing weight..but it always falls through. I just can't seem to stick with diets and cutting back on certain foods and drinks I like.  I mean I will try to cut back here soon and work out more and get for more walks.  And if I lose weight, then great! If not, I'm not too worried about it.  So these are my main goals/resolutions. 

 Other things I really need to start working on too are being more patience. Not to rush people out at 9pm. I should be happy people are spending their money in the store I work and it's not like I have much to do when I get home from work.  And then when everyone does leave the store..take my time closing and make sure everything is done and done right.  No need to rush.  Take my time and do everything right. And also I read a really good comment on my other blog and I need to work on that. I need to be happy with who I am and happy with my life.  And who is in my life.  Treat others how I want to be treated.  Be nice and caring to everyone. And I have been trying to be friends with some people and well..they don't want to be my friend.  And because they don't want to be my friend..I often question myself.  What is wrong with me?  Why don't people want to be my friend?  So I try over and over again to be friends with these people and get hurt.  But as the other girl-Noelle who commented me..I want to do that. Move on and forget about the people who don't want to be my friend.  Don't keep wasting my time. Life is too short to be miserable over looking at who won't be my friend instead of looking at who is my friend and wants to be my friend.  So from this day on..I move on and no longer want to be wasting my life on trying to be friends with people who don't want to be my friend. And sometimes I feel as if when I try being friends with someone I am not being myself. And I really want to be myself and not try to be someone else.  Don't act like them or try to dress like someone I'm not. I want to be myself.  Dress in what I feel comfortable in and like. These are some things that will take time..but will end up happening in the future and will make me happy in the long run. Thanks so much NOELLE for your comment.  It really made me cheer up.  Well I could go on, but I really want to go and watch a movie.