Saturday, May 5, 2012

A little bit of everything

Let's see..I last posted on Thursday.  Thursday I worked at night.  It was a pretty good night.  Wasn't too bad, not too busy, but not overly slow.  I was with another supervisor, so it felt like old times before I became supervisor.  The other lady closed both registers and did the reports.  I took trash down and vaccuumed.  But then I did take the deposit for her.  But when I got to the bank, the deposit box was out of order.  Well let's say I was a little frustrated and mad.  But then I called my manager and was told what to do.  I took the deposit back into the store and then was fine after that.  Friday work was so busy and people just seemed to be everywhere!! We were so busy almost the whole night.  I was fine up until maybe the last 40 mins.  Then the people were starting to annoy me and kids were annoying me.  Usually I am not like that.  I don't know what happened.  But I just breathed deep and ignored them the best I could and kept my frustrations to myself.  Then finally when everyone was gone, I was trying to count the drawer and was coming up over.  Then I realized I didnt have the right report printed out.  So once I got all the right reports printed I counted the drawers and everything came out.  I kind of went fast though.  I messed up doing the reports, beacuse I tried to rush.  Now I didn't save it, so I was able to go back through and do it right.  And then everything came out right.  But I really really need to slow down! I need to take my time and not rush! I mean really, I have no where really I need to be.  Yeah, I'd like to get home and relax before bed.  But I really need to slow down and take my time.  Work needs to come first and come out right.  And then when everything is down and I know I did my best, and am truly done with things, then come home and relax.  So like I said really there is no reason I should rush.  I need to take my time.  It seems no matter how hard I try I always want to rush and get things done early and get out of there to come home.  What I need to do is what I do sometimes.  I need to pray to God more and have Him truly help me out and help me to slow down.  Take my time.  Ok..well enough on that.  

Thurs and Fri-other than work I have been reading alot.  My Bible, Daily Devotional, and Bible Verses through my email.  I also had Jasper out alot.  He loves to be out.  Even if he just sits or lays down.  He is funny.  :)  I also have been reading my book.  I am reading about Drew Brees.  He is a good man and Christian.  His book is good so far.  I never met him, but he seems like a good man.  I hope one day I can get to meet him too.  Well..not too much else.

Today(Saturday)-I was off all day.  I was so glad.  :)  It was so nice and beautiful.  I loved it out.  I mostly relaxed today, but then why shouldn't I?  I mean I do deserve a day to relax right?  Well anyway..yeah I relaxed all day.  I had Jasper out alot and most of the day.  We walked around and sat.  I also read alot. My Bible, Bible Verses online and my Devotional.  Also some of my book on Drew Brees.  It's still really good.  I am enjoy reading about Drew.  Then I did shoot some hoops.  Fun!  Later my brother and I went for a walk to the bridge.  It was fun.  Saw some little fishies, threw some rocks in and took some pictures.  But other than that, I really didn't do much.  As I said..I relaxed and had a peaceful day off.  Now I have Jeff Dunham on.  He is funny!

I also was reading some of a friend's old blogs.  Some of them are so great and helpful to me.  She is such a godly person.  She is a Christian and such an inspiration.  And a role model to me and others.  Yeah she is younger than me, but that is how I feel.  She is the type of person and Christian I want to be.  I mean I am a Christian, but I really I don't feel like I do much to show it.  I don't go to church, because my parents don't.  And I don't drive, so it's really not that easy for me to go.  And I really don't have too much money to donate either to charities.  So yeah, I really don't feel like I am pleasing God.  I know He loves me no matter what, but I just can't help but feel like I am not living up to my potentional.  I am not being a good Christian.  I do read my Bible and share my Devotional sometimes and sometimes religious pictures.  And I pray for others all the times when they ask me too.  But yeah..I'm really not the best person or Christian.  It's something I really need to work on.  

Well..not too much else going on.  So goodnight everyone!!

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