Posting Things

So yesterday I basically was mad and writing what I feel. I really shouldn't write it all online. Why? I mean there is only a slim chance that people who I am talking about will read this. You might be thinking..how do I know? Well this blog site, I haven't shared with anyone I know. Again you might be thinking why? Well I guess, because I want something to be my own. No one copying my idea or doing something that I started first. I did add this site to other sites under websites, but I doubt anyone paid attention or even cares. But yea, with hardly anyone knowing about this blog I can freely type what I want and hope that someone out there will read it and enjoy reading it. I know it's boring at times, but hey..my life is kind of boring. But even then I should becareful what I write about. I don't want people to come across this and automatically think I am talking about them. Although some days I really think why post anything at all? Why not just write everything in a journal? Because alot of time, I feel as if I am wasting my time by posting blogs. Well by posting anything. Because no one comments my stuff. Or even follows my blog. Do people even read my blog? Sometimes I feel I am just writing form myself and wasting time. But I am sure there is someone out there reading my blog, but just not.commenting it. And who knows down the road, maybe God will surprise me and let someone comment me and follow my page. Only He and time can tell. Guess that's why they say don't quit. Never give up. You just never know what the future will hold and never know who is reading your work and if it's helping anyone, because it just might be. But I probably won't be writing too much on my feelings on here, don't want to start anything. I should really learn how to confront my feelings head on and talk to the person instead of writing about it on a public site. But sometimes I really hate hurting people and sometimes people take the truth hard and get all defensive on you and hate you anyway. But it's something I want to work on. Tell the truth fully and not be afraid to stand up for myself. I shouldn't have to do something I am not comfortable with. But anyway...enough on that. * * * Not too much has happened lately. Mostly have Jasper out, read, work and some more. Nothing exciting anyway. Sometimes I wish my life was more exciting, but then it's nice to be able to enjoy a simple and peaceful life.